that's all I've ever really wanted, and i'm sick of being shuffled around like a regifted knicknack or something. I'm tired of losing the things and people i care most about, and being treated like dirt by certain others. I'm just really tired right now.


eh, either way, i found someplace to stay temporarily, but i'm still looking for somewhere. I'm sorry for being the resident emokid of the internet lately, but it's been a little much the past few months, and i'm a little sick of fighting so hard just to have some sort of existence in the world.

i know i'm not useless, but i really don't feel like i'm much else right now, even having to beg for couch space from friends because my aunt took my home, and dad's sold his, and having stayed at home taking care of gram for 4 years really didn't leave me with much savings to survive on when she passed.

heh, on a brighter note, i've sold a few things in the etsy shop, and i'm finally getting the last of the con commissions done. (sorry, athena ^_^;; yours is the last one i have to finish, thankfully.)

and then i'm moving on, and using the human capacity for ignoring things to purposely forget a good bit of the past few months for the sake of my sanity. I'll go somewhere else, do something else, of course keep crafting and making stuff, and drawing, since that and baking are the only things i'm really good at, but i've lost too much in the recent past to ever want to look back at a lot of it, or deal with a big chunk of the family ever again.

then again, i still have to finish building Jenova before Tekkoshocon, so i've got to get settled somewhere with at least a table and oven soon. ^_^;

which means i'll see ya when i see ya, and try to keep posting as long as there's internet to be had, and scribbles to stick up in the gallery.

sorry again for being miserable, but things have to be better soon, right?



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